The Glory of Ken Russell’s “The Devils” – a Film For Our Time

“At the time that I made The Devils, I was a devout Catholic, and secure in my faith. I knew I wasn’t making a pornographic film. Far from it. In fact, the movie had the blessing of the Jesuits. Even to this day it is still taught at Loyola University in Chicago as a good Catholic movie. For myself, although I am not a political creature, I always viewed The Devils as my one political film. To me, it was about brainwashing, about the state taking over. It is based entirely upon John Whiting’s play The Devils, and upon the writings of Aldous Huxley. Huxley was by no means a sensationalist – he was a historian of some note.

According to Huxley’s The Devils of Loudun, in 17th-century France there was a crisis caused by the desire of Cardinal Richelieu, the king, and their cohorts to pull down the walls of the city of Loudun. This would render Loudun defenseless, so it wouldn’t be a threat to the crown or the church. The same had already happened to other cities, with the result that they subsequently had to concede to every indignity and injustice imposed upon them. The people of the town felt that as long as the walls of Loudun were standing, then they could defend themselves.”

–Ken Russell, 1995.

All stills are screenshots from The Devils provided by fancaps.net.

The Devils, a controversial film that came out in 1971, is an expression now 55 years old, yet it is perfectly tuned for the moment in which we find ourselves today.

The movie details a period beginning around 1629 and culminating in 1634 when a religious insanity overtook a group of nuns – and eventually the entire French town of Loudun. Not only an amazing document of dramatic creativity, technical nuance, and not a little bit of performative “chewing the scenery,” the film is also perfect for America right now. It speaks to the exact trends and issues going on in the West generally, but in America specifically.

Anchored by incredible performances from Vanessa Redgrave and Oliver Reed (as well as a wonderful cast of supporting characters), the film explores religious insanity and the ways in which the lust for power and political expedience can often be couched in the language of faith. It also demonstrates the ways in which religious thinking is magical thinking, as well as how the imaginary world of “devils” and “evil” can displace (and even destroy) practical systems of governance and social fabric.

With symmetry and visually visceral themes that must have inspired Alejandro Jodorowsky‘s The Holy Mountain (1973) and Santa Sangre (1989) respectively, The Devils is filled with imagery and language that highlights the tension between social complexity and aesthetic contrast. There’s a sense in which the entire structure of the movie is about the play between a complex and ever-reinterpreted social contract and the black-and-white thinking that dominates the performance of dogma. When politics gets connected to those fraught poles, something has to break. We’ve seen it over and over again… and that’s one of the reasons the Founding Fathers of America tried to forever separate church and state. They knew the lessons of history in ways we don’t seem to recall today. Indeed, at almost the same time as “devils” were found in Loudun they were present on our own continent, to just as bitter ends. Some instincts die hard.

This movie is not for the faint of heart. People who have experienced violence – sexual or otherwise – or any kind of physical trauma, should probably steer clear or view the visuals available online (such as fancaps.net) to see if they want to subject themselves to the movie itself. Interestingly, in spite of its intense imagery, perhaps the most violent events are kept off screen or slightly hidden by a hand, fabric, or structure.

Oliver Reed’s performance as Father Urbain Grandier is, in part, a reputational rehabilitation. In the same way that Mel Gibson valorized William Wallace, stylizing him as primarily an inspiration for “FREEDOM!!” Ken Russell does something similar for Grandier in his film. Certainly, Urbain Grandier was a complex and flawed individual. In the movie we go from despising him, to almost respecting him, to practically cheering for him at the end. In this narrative arc, there’s an inversion taking place between the two main characters of Urbain and Mother Superior Jeanne des Anges. On the one hand is the sensual, secularized priest who is motivated by his own sexual and political power. On the other hand is a nun who has devoted herself to the service to God but who is hounded by her own sexuality and by the deformity of her own body. These two characters form the crux of the narrative. The film creates a connection between her deformity and malformed lust for Grandier and his transformation from womanizer to dedicated husband.

The monumental quality of the filmmaking here calls to mind the grand epics of Hollywood past and future. One might see how Nolan wishes he could craft a work of historical referent of similar power. Or, conversely, how Spielberg answered the challenge with his own takes on history, psycho-drama, and technical wizardry.

For me, the aesthetic choices – the whiteness, the blackness, the curvilinear and angular choices – are what sets Russell’s attempt apart. The sheer massiveness of the Loudun walls contrasts with the cramped interiority of some of the nunnery cells. There’s a strange geometry at play – in the cathedral and Grandier’s chambers as well as in the structure of the nuns cloister.

I won’t spoil the story for you. It would be easy to post images of the debauchery, the church-and-state-sanctioned torture, or the epically-scaled destruction. But you have to choose to see it yourself. It’s beautiful, strange, challenging, and hard… but it is also deeply human. This is a film about who we are. It is intimately connected to how we’ve tried to understand ourselves. And it’s a critique and an indictment. Even today we allow ourselves to be divided over assumption, over dogma, over instinct and blind lust. Even though we know better, and have created systems to help us know better, we fail to follow the “better angels of our nature.”

One of my favorite scenes was Cardinal Richelieu being wheeled through the church archives by attendants lol

One final thought: contemporary consciousness theory has impact here. There are thinkers in this area (pioneered by Julian Jaynes) who believe that people in fairly recent centuries did not consider all of the things they thought, dreamed, or imagined as coming from their own mind. Jaynes in particular thought that before circa 1000 CE, most people “were not conscious of their own thoughts… and that stories about gods speaking to people originated from people hearing their own inner voices and mistaking them for the voices of external deities telling them what to do.”

If we entertain this idea, then allow it to dovetail with the known power of religious thinking – not to mention social and familial pressures – it is easy to see how magical thinking, mental illness, and religious fervor could coalesce into the kinds of events we see in the historical background of The Devils of Loudun or The Salem Witch Trials. In so many ways we are captive to the adaptive biological constraints that both gave us the modern world and trap us in tribal and fearful thinking.

Ken Russell’s The Devils gives us a vision of that. I encourage you to watch it and read more about the situation that inspired it. We are living through the exact same kind of thing right now. People are allowing magical dream-logic to determine how they will conduct their lives. People are imagining fantasies about other humans rather than thinking through the implications of their social, political, and relational choices.

It’s time for us to grow up as a species. There are no devils, only our own flawed assumptions speaking to us. Can we coordinate with each other to triangulate truth or will we continue to silo ourselves, breaking off good will and the joy we could share?

25 Years Later

Instead of learning from this event, we doubled down on our assumptions and bigotries. What could have made us a better leader, a better ally, a better example, instead made us far worse. As a country we did not learn from the attack, we accepted lies. We accepted lies and then used laws to abuse both others and our own people. We invented ways to surveil, traumatize, and limit the freedoms of people all over the world… and across the street.

America pre-911 is a lost land, a former dream that has been given over to anger, grift, and post-truth diatribes. Wedge issues were manufactured to great effect. The American Dream was leveraged so those who could no longer attain it wouldn’t attack those who actually took it from them… instead they vilified their neighbors.

Those who claimed the moral core were the first to betray it. Those who claimed the traditions of virtue and patriotism were the first to leverage those virtues toward craven ends. Those who claimed the authority of faith were the first to bear false witness. Those who trumpeted liberty were the first to enable authoritarianism.

September 11, 2001 should have been a moment to make America own her “better angels.” Instead, it was when she sold her soul. And we are reaping the harvest now: post-truth garbage, AI slop, and dopamine fixes for the masses while a miniature cartel of billionaires hoard wealth and power. Their stated ends do not include us, the 99% of people, nor do they assume environmental stability. They will happily preside over the end of most of humanity (i.e. culture, art, literature, creativity, meaning), if only their fantasies of a sterile, techno-authoritarian utopia can become reality.

The lesson of 911 was not learned. But if the tech-bros have their way, we’ll all know before we’re wiped out.

Ballou on AI – A Continuum of Use

This week I was asked to present on how I “use” AI and the concerns I have about it as we come toward the start of another semester here at the University of Missouri. I teach in The School of Visual Studies, and as a part of the Humanities, Art holds an important insight into creativity and human agency that AI is influencing. Like the talk I gave back in May, I wanted this to be personal, passionate, and honest. I hope you’ll enjoy the video version of the talk below. If you’d like a PDF of the script or the PowerPoint of the slides, let me know.

Whole Lotta Shows This Month

I’m excited to be in a number of very interesting shows this month across the region. Click on the images of the exhibition announcements below to learn more! There’s a gallery at the bottom featuring some of the work I’m showing in these venues.

I’m pleased that three of the four shows feature my WHENEVERwhen series of works, which have steadily been gaining traction in shows and collections over the last few years, most recently entering the collection of Bradley University and several private collections regionally. I have a large collection of them going up in October at Saint Vincennes University as well.

The show at Sager Reeves was something I jumped at when extended an invitation by Hannah Reeves. It gave me a chance to play with sculpture and other aspects of working in the round that I don’t often afford myself. I’m really proud of the works that are being shown in this exhibition.

Order & Chaos at Saint Louis Art Guild, MO:

Plane Sight at Public Defender Art Gallery, IL:

Pattern Play at Columbia Art League, MO:

Cryptids and Other Creatures at Sager Reeves Gallery, MO:



Works at Sager Reeves: Portal and Penitent, Barrel Bob, and Father and Son (Double Cthulhu Portrait). You’ve got to see them in person! (Photos by Sager Reeves Gallery)

Conditional Contexts, Pierce Pounce, and False Flag – some of the works on view at the other venues!

Some Views of 2026 So Far

In spite of the horrors going on all over the world, and the constant barrage of idiocy from our leaders, 2026 has been incredibly aesthetically nurturing for me. The roads, fields, night skies, rivers, and clouds of Missouri are rich in color and drama. I felt compelled to leave a few of these views here for posterity. I’m thankful to get to document some of these things, and for the potent experiences and joys that I get to share with my friends, students, kids, and fellow humans.

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No trespassing sign off Rangeline Road north of Columbia, MO.
Field of purple flowers during a rainstorm.
Field of purple flowers during a rainstorm. Near McBaine, south of Columbia.
Driveway with fire
An evening fire in my driveway. One of my favorite ways to spend an hour.
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A tree grew around this fence post, enclosing it and carrying it along.
Off Forum near the Katy Trail CoMo spur.
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Sunlight shining between the two sides of the Providence Road bridge over Hinkson Creek south of the Mizzou football stadium.

Two views from a night drive with my good friend Jesse. These were south of Columbia on dirt roads near Cooper’s Landing.

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Hinkson Creek near the Grindstone Natural Area in CoMo.
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My son, Atticus, enjoying some river exploration in the Devil’s Icebox area south of CoMo.

Another road trip with Jesse to find some interesting shooting locations for his next film project. Near Wooldridge, MO.

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Newly minted MFA Rain Embuscado at his Thesis Exhibition in Nightjar Arts Collective. Columbia, MO.

Sunset views in Mid Missouri – left is on I70 facing west – right is off Scott Blvd facing southwest.

Atticus in the Devil’s Icebox cave area, looking up through one of the openings.

I’ve taken thousands of images so far this year. These are just a tiny sampling of my way of paying attention to what my eyes want to see. Many of the photos are just for documentation or to embrace the strange and wonderful things I see around me. I do try to refine some of them into artworks. I think we take for granted how ubiquitous and available photography is now, and most of us are very uneducated about how images work and whether what we are told are photographs are even real.

There’s a wonderful piece of writing by artist/writer/director Johannes Grenzfurthner over at Midwest Film Journal that talks about the importance of imagery that is established by the “physical trace” of real places, sights, and experiences. We now live in an era where images are being crafted “without physical reference.” Our job as embodied human beings is to be firmly committed to the fact of our physical existence. Photography – whether just snapshots, memory aides, documentation, or art – should be about OUR eyes, OUR living experiences. We should not give AI or tech bros authority over our vision of life.

That Was 2025

Every year is an amalgamation of the years that came before. While there might be touchstones and specific events keyed to one year or another, no year can be entirely of itself. So some of what follows is tied to this past year, but some of it is from outside of that temporal container. Regardless, I wanted to make a few notes about what struck me and what stuck with me this year without a whole lot of thinking about ranking or hard and fast lists. It’s good to take stock and look back so that the turning to look forward can have some context.

At a great party with former students in Rocheport, MO.

100 Pounds Down

2025 is the year that I lost 100 pounds. On January 18, 2024, I was 291.6 lbs. Today, I’m 186.6lbs. This is a testament to medicine, determination, consistent workouts, and finding ways to manage my own instincts about food and drink and effort. But what changed in January 2024? Why do I think of that as the start of something new? That’s when I began to supplement my daily workouts, efforts to eat and sleep well, and overall stress-reduction with Zepbound.

What it did was take the edge off of my constant feeling of hunger… what many people describe as “food noise” in the mind. Zepbound was the little tweak that enabled me to no longer have an inner insistence that I endlessly had to fight. I felt satiated, FINALLY. My portion sizes went down. My need to just eat everything on the plate – or to have a double or triple portion – disappeared. All of that went away. It became much easier to control my desires in much the same way that antidepressants helped me focus on what was truly important for my family and for my life.

This tirzepatide medication enabled me to turn around years of baggage in my thinking and habitual activity. I was disciplined with working out for nearly a decade, but I still struggled with knowing that it was time to stop eating or drinking. With Zepbound, I was able to do what I needed to do and hear my inner rational voice about what was important. It has definitely been a life changer. My whole world is so much better. Without that extra 100 pounds everything – working out, teaching, playing with my kids – is so much easier and more fulfilling. My knees, ankles, and back feel DECADES younger.


In The Ear and Eye Holes

Another great aspect of 2025 was experiencing (or re-experiencing) some amazing podcasts and movies from a bit of a different perspective. One of the things that I did was watch a bunch of vampire movies with Miranda, my oldest daughter. Seeing those films again (starting back with the original 1922 Murnau Nosferatu and then watching the 1979 Werner Herzog Nosferatu, not to mention a half dozen others) was a unique and dynamic endeavor. It was wonderful to watch those monster and horror movies with Miranda (and sometimes some of her siblings), ask her about her interpretations, and explore how she was understanding all of it. I greatly enjoyed the Robert Eggers 2024 version as well (but I didn’t take my kid to watch that one).

Another powerful experience early in 2025 was when I watched a movie starring Amy Adams called NIGHTBITCH (2024). Based on the novel by Rachel Yoder, it’s “a magical realism-style story of a stay-at-home mom who sometimes transforms into a dog.” I encourage everyone to go watch it. It’s about embodiment, change, parenthood, meaning, self-actualization, and hope. Such a great movie. Amy Adams goes SO HARD in this film… an award-worthy performance.

Amy Adams in NIGHTBITCH

Movie Highlights: Watching The Shining with my kids and seeing Eggers’s Nosferatu in the theater with Jesse. Experiencing NIGHTBITCH on a whim.

In the podcast realm I enjoyed going back through the Futility Closet podcast episodes. This phenomenal podcast is no longer is being produced, but that doesn’t mean they’re out of date or stale. The married team of Sharon and Greg Ross made 365 episodes, then called it quits. The episodes are infinitely re-listenable, there are NO ADS, and the opportunity to be astounded by the world and get inspired to research events is just solid gold. I’m almost done with a full listen-though in 2025, and it was so worth it. Futility Closet really is a cohesive account of global culture and what we try to do as human beings. The writing and the presentation overall are very much accessible. This is not highfalutin fare. It’s not the multi-hour-long episodes of people like Dan Carlin, not a dry lecture about history. Futility Closet gives you tight 30-minute episodes that hit on the main takeaways. They give you the backbone, all the resources so you can look up more, and they’re just really personable, sweet people.


Music in 2025

My students get me hooked on so much good music. This year, these are the heavy-hitters that stuck in my studio rotation. I’m not ranking them, just telling you to get on the train and listen.

Ecca Vandal

Key: Band/Artist – My Suggested Description of Genre

                  Key Tracks (linked to videos)

Big Thief – Alt-Americana-Emo?

                  Vampire Empire (2023), Velvet Ring (2016)

Ecca Vandal – International Pop-Punk/Hardcore?

                  Cruising to Self Soothe (2025), Molly (2025)

Eartheater – Semi-Androgenous-Femme-Alien-Anthemic?

                  Crushing (2023), Below the Clavicle (2020)

Wet Leg – 21st century-BritPop-Post-Punk?

                  mangetout (2025), Chaise Loungue (2022)

Suki Waterhouse – Shoegaze-Dream-Pop

                  Dream Woman (2025), Good Looking (2019)

Pacifica – Argentinian-Girl-Pop

                  Indie Boyz (2025), Anita (2023)

Main point from the music section: Ecca Vandal, Eartheater, and Pacifica need to get PAID.


Seasons In Academia

One of my great joys is teaching. I love working with my students and seeing what they do when they graduate. In 2025 I saw one of my grads, Andrew Long, graduate with an amazing thesis exhibition and text, then immediately get a great job.

Another transition was the amazing Dr. Barb Kerr retiring after nearly 50 years of teaching and scholarship. It was an honor to be at her celebration party. She’s been such a mentor and inspiration to me.


RIP Dad

My dad passed this year. He was 83. For years I wrote to him with photos and updates in physical letters… and now at least once a week I think “I should write to Dad” only to remember that he’s gone. I’m glad he lived on his terms and did just about everything he wanted to do and not much that he didn’t. And I’m glad I got to speak at his funeral and give him the send off he wanted.


Thankfulness

One thing I’m taking away from 2025 is the understanding that I was able to have positive growth and a grateful mindset in my family, job, and art-making in spite of the horror show going on in the world. Straight up state-sponsored murder and genocidal activity on one hand, and obvious grift and obfuscation of the truth on the other, all wrapped up in nationalism and religion. It’s enough to put anyone into a high stress crash-out. But I’m thankful that I’ve been able to find a balance where I can be informed about that stuff and take steps to counter it in my own small ways (as a parent, educator, and community member) without letting it put me in the ground. In 2026 I want to keep living with hope and joy, not through some abstract pie-in-the-sky platitudes, but though real life with my family, honest interactions with my students and colleagues, and deep exploration of ideas and meaning in the things I read, watch, write, listen to, and make.

Ten Years of Seizing the Sixth

Ten years ago today the great Eric Sweet passed away. It’s right and proper that we keep celebrating him with art and memories, and with hearing his voice reverberating over time.

Today I went into the printmaking room at The University of Missouri and placed a lithophane in the widows there.

The idea for this began a few years ago while playing with my drawing robot. I wanted to try different line modes in various images, and happened to throw in a picture of Eric. One of the resulting works was this small ballpoint pen piece:

Head of Sweet. Ink on paper, 5×3 inches. 2022.

The piece I’ve hung today is intentionally related to Sweet’s MFA thesis works, which featured embossed relief and required specific lighting to be seen. Click here to see examples of these works (and a cool picture of Eric in the very printmaking room where my lithophane is now hanging). The portrait of Eric I’ve made is designed to be somewhat inscrutable unless strongly lit from behind. In the documentary images I’ve posted below, you can see the image is barely visible. I have included some shots with a flash on so you can see the relief dimension of the piece.

Ten Years of Seizing the Sixth. PLA, printed on a FlashForge Adventurer 5M. It’s 7×5.25x.25 in size. 2025.

It’s important to maintain the reality of those who have passed on. This is as much about keeping ourselves real as much as it is celebrating their lives. In reminding ourselves of others’ lives, in being creative in that remembering, we find and define ourselves. Keeping Eric in the world through making and practicing attention is a way of honoring him and the values he held.

Ten Years of Seizing the Sixth. PLA, 7×5.25x.25 in size. 2025.
This is what it looks like with strong illumination behind the lithophane.

POR VIDA!

Nine years ago today I experienced cardiac arrest, and I started a journey to becoming a new person. One of the ongoing fun bits related to my heart attack and eventual recovery, was that my friend – famed bookstore co-owner, and local arts organization legend – Kelsey finally accepted the reality of narwhals!

You see, it – the existence of narwhals that is – had been a minor contention between us for quite a while (see above image). I’d mention the unicorn of the sea and she’d push back. But when I woke up from my ordeal and began sorting through the notes, good vibes, and other well-wishes I found a Post-It note from Kelsey. On it she drew the beast and wrote above it, POR VIDA – “for life!” She told me that since I’d pulled through, she could accept the truth of narwhal-kind!

I’ve kept Kelsey’s Post-It note up all these years, right there in my kitchen where I can see it daily. But this year I felt it was appropriate to take it to the next level. I’ve commissioned a local tattoo artist to bring Kelsey’s drawing to life on my very flesh!

Once it is healed up I’ll add a nice shot of it to this post. I’m grateful to people like Kelsey, who have given me so much joy and hope in humanity over the years. She is a true community spirit, someone who understands kindness and laughter. And I’m proud to carry her drawing with me – on me! – from now on, a reminder to seize the day, be happily present, and to embrace the wondrous absurdities all around us.

October Comet

This October has been an amazing time to see the cosmic scale on display. Comet Tsuchinshan–ATLAS passed through, giving us multiple viewing opportunities each night after sunset. It was here some 80,000 years ago, and “the most current calculations from NASA’s Solar System Dynamics group show that it is on a hyperbolic path, meaning that it will not return.”

Click the images above to see them larger.

The beginning of the third week of the month was best, with some striking observations made possible with a short exposure time. Each night the viewing has been a little more difficult, and the tail a little shorter, so it may be beyond easy spotting very soon. It’s worth it, though. Once in a lifetime event here, folx.

I’ve gone out each night just to put my eyes on this ancient thing. Perspective is a quality that exhorts and propels the human heart. Seeing our conflicts and passions in the light of cosmic time and distance offers us the chance for true reflection.

Mizzou Football All-American Portraits

Since 2019 I’ve worked as a portrait painter celebrating Mizzou student athletes. This last year was a high mark for Mizzou Football, with four of the squad being named All-American.

The University has a posh facility located in the south end zone area of the stadium where they hang all of the All-American portraits, stretching back into the 1930s. The great illustrator Ted Watts (1942-2015) created most of the portraits over the course of more than three decades, so I’ve got a big act to follow.

The All-American portrait wall at Mizzou Football’s South End Zone facility.

The display is pretty cool, and it’s cool to have my work extend that tradition. Portraits of Kentrell Brothers and Harrison Mevis are two of my works currently on display, and four new ones will appear soon (Fall 2024).

When I began to create my paintings, I went on a tour to see the previous works up close and to evaluate the aesthetic through-lines (format of names, dates, poses, backgrounds, etc), as well as the techniques prior artists used.

I take a central role in the design process, creating digital mockups which are approved at Mizzou Football before I begin the paintings. I generally work with ink on paper, which is mounted on panel and sealed, then painted over with layers of acrylic. I try to maintain a painterly quality, with texture and dynamic brushwork on display. I also attempt to bring the digital effects which naturally appear in the preliminary studies into a physical realm with semi-transparent washes of paint.

Working on the portrait of Cody Schrader.

As the projects have developed I’ve found my own approach to the portraits. I want them to have kinship with the portraits of Watts and other previous artists, but I make sure to give the works my own unique inflection.

I’m excited for the new crop to go on display. Kris Abrams-Draine, Luther Burden III, Javon Foster, and Cody Schrader are the 2023 All-Americans for Mizzou Football. See images of the works below, but also be sure to stop by the All-American wall if you ever get into the South End Zone building!

Click on each to see the work larger.